okay, I know exactly how to help....well I hope this works. Um, there are healthier alternetives than cutting, try writing, the butterfly project, squeezing eyes, going for a run/jog, talk to people you care about and get all your problems out, maybe try talking to your girlfriend, and i'm 100% here for you so deffinatly talk to me..ignor my fails in this reply there might be alot.. read some of my most recent journals alot will help you..i would say try teo stop cutting now cause you are setting yourself u for a world of hell and numbness and youre going to hate what youve become if you continue